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Oct. 15th, 2006 @ 03:06 am (no subject)
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Current Music: Motorhead
Tonight at game someone said something to me that really made me think.
I was told that I was like the bad things people think but never dare say.

Holy shit.

I goof, I am critical but its cause I have to be. Its how I was raised. I never had control over shit so now I try to have a voice in things. I am critical of people I care about and I can come of as gruff. People who really know me know that it is just a front and I am a pretty nice person.

Shit people really think I am an uncaring prick. What the hell am I gonna do about it. I never really gave two shits about what people thought. That really hit me. Not that he said it but that I think it is kind of true.

I guess it shows how patient Jenn is.
Our relationship is kind of like the Family Guy Episode where Stewie tried to teach the little British girl next door how to speak and act in a proper manner.

My friends, which there are only a few real ones, think I am overly critical.
I don't think Jen known hows to take me. I think I amuse her at points though I suspect she has more of a "I don't believe he just did that." approach to me more of the time.

Oh well. I love her what can I do.



I was thinking about poetry and song lyrics and I think this fit.

When I was young I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two

My shine wore off as time wore on
I thought that I was living out the perfect life
But in the lonely hours when the truth begins to bite
I though about the times when I turned my back and stalled
I ain't no nice guy after all

When I was young I was the only game in town
I thought I had it down for sure
But time went by and I was lost in what I'd found
The reasons blurred the way unsure

I thought that I was living life the only way
But as I saw that life was more than day to day
I turned around, I read the writing on the wall
I ain't no nice guy after all,
I ain't no nice guy after all

In all the years you spent between your birth and death
You know there's lots of times when you should have saved your breath
It comes as quite a shock when your trip leads to a wall
I ain't no nice guy after all,
I ain't no nice guy after all

Hey Slasher?
When I was young I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two

My shine wore off as time wore on
I thought that I was living out the perfect life
But in the lonely hours when the moons the only light
I thought about the times when I turned my back and
Stalled
I ain't no nice guy after all,
I ain't no nice guy after all
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From:grendal_rant
Date:October 15th, 2006 01:51 pm (UTC)

Well Dale...

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...If it makes you feel any better. I don't think of you as " I was like the bad things people think but never dare say." I think of you as my goofy hairy Americian friend. Unless you've changed alot since the last time I got to see you. Yeah, you can be gruff, but no more than anybody else I know. Cheer up Yetti, your not so bad. :P

Mike "Stickler" Collins.
From:viledemonictemp
Date:October 18th, 2006 06:37 pm (UTC)

Yummy Yeti...

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If it is any consolation...I wouldn't kick you out of my bed for eating crackers...Spektral may have something to say about it...but I'll let the two of you hammer it out !

LMAO

Luv always

G
From:viledemonictemp
Date:October 18th, 2006 06:40 pm (UTC)

...brain fawt...

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I figured it out!

We can sneak you past the Spektral One...


"I'll just hug you...and pet you...and call you my George!!!"

*smiles*